在8年後才發現我之前註冊了xanga終身會員，這真的是一個意外的發現。這十年內許多類似這樣分享的平台陸續一一推出，但是回頭看Xanga還是覺得很溫暖。因為我的初戀使得我用Xanga,也因為用Xanga我開始懂得記錄人生的點點滴滴，每一次回頭看的時候心裡都充滿著驚奇。看到從一個乳臭未乾的小子，變成今依然天充滿稚氣的男人，這一路真不容易，但是還是走過來了。有空會慢慢回憶，也會把現在嶄新的生活刻畫在這復古的平台裡，能夠恣意的心裡所想的在幾秒內都用鍵盤敲出來，真的是我爸最偉大的發明。感謝地上的爸爸，天上的阿爸父，你們的愛使我日益茁壯。

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It’s good that today I’ve learned the power of satan has its great limitation that it cannot see beyond God’s perfect plan for our life. Satan’s power can only work if his blindfoul trick haunt us down, but as for ones that follow Christ should be protected and blessed by the words we absorb from God’s word in the bible. Satan wants us to deviate from God’s path by all means, and he often wins by letting us feel deprived by the world and thus feeling resentful toward God. But little did we know, God knows our needs, and he knows exactly what Satan is doing to us, and he is there to support us as always. Satan cannot work in our life WHEN we recognize that all things is being controlled by God, and only by God. When we acknowledge God’s authroity over our life, we submit everything we do, in acts, and in deeds, Satan will lose its very power to control any aspect in our life. And a purpose driven life will be revealed to us by the spirit of God that is not too far from us since the ancient times. Satan wants us to fail by losing our interest in the Godly realm, but if we stand boldly against our emotions, our culture, and whatever that is not from God ( we read bible and we will be equipped with all goodness from God that helps us in distinguishing good from bad , and estbalish a standard for our life that will statify God’s heart ), our life will surely change as the bible says ” Commit to God eveything you do, and whatever you do will be sucessful” Proverbs

“In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.” Proverbs 3:6

最近終於又回到想做很多事情的狀態。是否又開始一陣莫名的感動!? 我想不然。這一次是玩真的了，不過也覺得好多事情需要去面對，那種無形的壓力可以把人炸掉。從小時候來的感動，和現在所面臨升學的壓力，以及升學後可能經歷的狀況等等，我可以on and on and on在腦海中反覆思索，但是想來想去還是不懂這過程將到導致我成為什麼樣的人。在許多點上，我知道我跌倒了，不過我不相信會站不起來。一步一步靠著神~ 我要從這點上，重新出發~ 這是現在的光景~ 我也是盡力在達到我是明天的人活在當下~

有BT的人http://tracker.hello-online.org/details.php?id=1500&hit=1 這是Yaguchi Mari離開MM時的一些話~ 當我再次開始有一些時間整理mm的咚咚時，發現大家都快閃人了…takashi ai 也將畢業~ 現在最looking forward的人就只有Yossi 和 Miki 了~ 6th Gen… 可能只有Reina可以撐下去,雖然miki也是6th gen, 不過我還是認為她是Soloist~ 只是唱歌的果效沒辦法維持是唯一使她加入mm的原因~

哇…彷彿好久沒有把周遭細微的變化寫下來，彷彿認識了她之後就覺得一切似乎顯得安定了下來…回想起曾經在還不確定時的感動，和現在穩定後充滿自信的生活，感覺這一路的帶領真的特別有恩典。這是許久以前所寫的咚咚…現在看起來對我依然是一樣的真實 “如今時間將近…混沌中塑造之物
是否會以原來的形式自我繁衍趨向更新化 細分化 使主體終成為光
混沌始終尋找混沌 不斷結合 融合 引導思維爭戰 無目的的竄流維界
只不過不斷的繁衍 激發 回到生命石的使端 折回 分區
終究埋伏於靈裡的激盪意識此時正擾攘著本靈
無可揣摩的能量釋放於大地 也就論點
突變的自然也就是循環
無目的的肆虐大地的機械化模式
是什麼樣的力量所主使
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